Blair Waldorf

One of my favorite shows is Gossip Girl. I finished the series on Netflix and I'm starting it over now. Even though its dramatic and complete fiction I still want to be some of the characters. Blair Waldorf is my favorite. She is rich, has a rich boyfriend, has perfect grades at school and basically every aspect of her life is well, perfect. Her house and bedroom and wardrobe are perfect too. It's sickening how perfect everything is but she's a fictional character so it's addicting to watch the perfection. Anyway, after a few seasons I realized she has exactly what I have, OCD. While I may not be rich or live in the Upper East Side of Manhattan or have a loaded boyfriend or a maid following me around or really anything she has, I do act somewhat the same way. I feel like I have to have control over a lot or a huge portion of my life. We might not be able to control much but we can control how we feel. My room is usually immaculate. My mother always told me clutter is a source of stress. And I never disagreed because whenever my room is a mess, so is my life. Blair's room never has an object out of place and yes I know it's fake but yes its still possible to have clean room. Anytime i'm stressed I clean my room and everything is all better until I realize it's still not clean enough. SOOO if you're stressed and your grades aren't too hot, try picking up the area you live in and maybe you're mind will clear up too.